This Thing Called Life

16 Years, 1 Month, and 3 Days Ago I was born. Since then I've lived a pretty decent life. A lot of ups and downs, but that pretty much comes with the package of living. Everyone has their days, even weeks. I've pretty much lived a sedentary life, not moving out of my comfort zone. Lately I've been trying to progress forward and experience more things. Honestly, what is life if you don't live it to the utmost fullest. Like a wise woman said: "Don't be shy, for tomorrow you might be dead." No, I don't live by this quote... Honestly, I'm not even sure those are the right words said. Nevertheless, I'm trying to break free and live a better life. I could say I'm happy, but I really am not. My best friends are mainly... okay, all... females. You see, I tend to get along more with females rather than males. This honestly makes no sense though, why? Well, you see i'm bisexual... well, I lean heavily to the gay side. I don't express it that much in my honest opinion, but I am who I am. Only a select few people truly know that I like guys, but apparently most people expect this. And for that, most guys tend to stray away from me. That and I generally don't have the same likes or dislikes as them. In my lifetime I've had only two boyfriends. Actually, in the last month i've had two boyfriends. Boy do i feel like a slut[?] Not really, but still. There is a short story as to why I've broken up with both of them, for that is another blog post. I would love to live thinking; "My life is mine", but I cannot. The people around me who influence my everyday emotions and decisions make my life for what it is, not just me. <3
~Wayne